My 15 month old daughter is punishing me. She pretty much wants nothing to do with me and she can be a total brat! This morning I asked her for a kiss and she said "NO" and walked away. She cries for Brian and throws a fit when he leaves the room. This is the same girl who two weeks ago was clinging to my leg and I was begging for relief and now I want that back! I miss her so much! Being away from her while I was in the hospital and now not being able to fully care for her is killing me! This morning I broke down and cried. Call it hormones or whatever you want but I just cried. The sad thing is, I totally called this. She loves Gavin and is mad at me. I know this is just a phase and tonight was better, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt now!
On a sweeter note, Gavin has been an absolute joy. His life revolves around eating, sleeping, and pooping. I don't want to jinx this but he seems to be much more laid back than Macie. I am enjoying my time with him. I know this is the calm before the storm. Taking care of both of them will be an adjustment, but I'm looking forward to it!
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